Suicide

Smiles unseen
words unsaid
kisses unshared
if you are dead.

Cold hands
tears not cried
it would be unbearable
if you died.

I wouldn't able to hold your hand
I would never eat
I wouldn't be able to hug you
if you were deceased.

Now I'm bawling
more tears to cry
I am so worried
of losing you to suicide.

I've made mistakes
it's sad, but true
but I need you here
because I love you.

I've made you hurt
I've made you cry
but please, my love
just please don't die.

All would be lost
nothing would be felt
with your life
I have foolishly delt.

I'd die, too
I'd never be alright
I can't even try
to go to sleep at night.

I need to hear your voice
I need to breathe your air
I wish you would realize
how much I really do care.

Sweetie, I love you
in that, I have pride
please promise me
you'll stay by my side.

There are promises broken
but from the past we move on
but I would eternally suffer
if you were gone.

Now I'm bawling
more tears to cry
I am so worried
of losing you to suicide.