My Dad

(Introduction)
Ay yo
Bro, I don't know if I can go on
I don't know if I can live if somethin' else goes wrong
I have for you, another song
Now, I hope none of ya
Think I'm talkin' shit
Yo, B.
Turn up the beat, man
It's time I show ya'll
My deepest sadness
My deepest madness
For my father
Eric Jason Cartwright

(Verse One)
I sometimes feel
I have to just cry
And for once
I'm more real then
Any of you could ever imagine
I've been called dumb
I'm not dumb, you bum
Now, in my mind
I'm one of kind
Now you see this punk
Try to come up from behind
Me and make his own rhyme
But he can only steal
Shit from Bow Wow
And John Cena
I've been crazy
My life is gettin' crazier
Hazier

(Chorus)
I'm just so sad
Dad, I wanna tell ya
That I hate fate
'Cuz it stuck me wit you
I hate you
You make me wish I was dead
Every time I lie in my own bed
I don't know how you even still can go on
When you're so wrong
You make me sick, you prick
Go suck a dick, bitch

(Verse Two)
It's like my vision faded
It's like I'm fated
With this man that is hated
My own father
I was born in this world
A happy child
I was so wild
I was a cute lil' boy
I still remember my first toy
But soon, later in my life
As I got older
The shroud around my father
Began to disappear
I soon saw
The raw truth
My father took away my happiness
My own life
Is my own
I suppose it's my fate
To just hate my father
I finally have a beautiful date
I had bottled my anger
Fearin' others would be in danger
It nearly made me load another round in that chamber
Of that Glock
Walk on the block
And see how many stare
And care
When I pull the trigger
I've never felt like I'm bigger
Then my friends
I may be startin' my own trends

(Chorus)
I'm just so sad
Dad, I wanna tell ya
That I hate fate
'Cuz it stuck me wit you
I hate you
You make me wish I was dead
Every time I lie in my own bed
I don't know how you even still can go on
When you're so wrong
You make me sick, you prick
Go suck a dick, bitch

(Verse Three)
As I grew up
I began to see
My stuff
That made me feel so tough
Be taken away from me
It was so rough
I was never super buff
I never had enough
Love from my father
I never felt that nurturing care
All he did was stare
Dare to just watch me go crazy
I'm done with you dad
You've made me so mad
I've been so sad
'Cuz of you
I've just pretty much had enough of you
Thinkin' you're so tough
Think you're the king
I'd like to see you bring
A crown on in this house
Sounds whack don't it
But I'll put your back on the wall
I don't care how tall you're
I fuckin' hate you, bitch

(Chorus)
I'm just so sad
Dad, I wanna tell ya
That I hate fate
'Cuz it stuck me wit you
I hate you
You make me wish I was dead
Every time I lie in my own bed
I don't know how you even still can go on
When you're so wrong
You make me sick, you prick
Go suck a dick, bitch

(Verse Four)
What did you do for me
You see me now
I'm an MC
I don't care if you don't like it
You might wanna fight me
'Cuz I'm not givin' up this dream
I got a team wit B
I'm not givin' it up
So you can shut you fuckin' face
I'm an ace at every rhyme
You don't even have enough time
To spend wit me
'Cuz you think it's cool
To drool over cars
If you ever hopped bars
You'd be dead by now
'Cuz someone would have gotten pissed at you
And I wouldn't even have missed you
I wouldn't go to your funeral
Even if momma asked me to
I'd still sit down
And say no
Now you know
I hate you
I don't give a fuck
What fate stuck me with
You can go fuck
A fag, bitch
I hate you, bitch
Go mate with a man
I bet to a certain measure
You'll think that's a great pleasure
I fuckin' hate you
You know it

(Chorus)
I'm just so sad
Dad, I wanna tell ya
That I hate fate
'Cuz it stuck me wit you
I hate you
You make me wish I was dead
Every time I lie in my own bed
I don't know how you even still can go on
When you're so wrong
You make me sick, you prick
Go suck a dick, bitch

(Outro)
Yeah
Now you know, bro
How much I hate this man
I was an only child
I look at my father
And hope he was just fuckin' die
I wouldn't cry
Wouldn't ask why
He had to die
Hell, I'd be cheerin'
I hope you hear this rap dad
This crap is for makin' me mad
For makin' me oh so sad
In my position
You can envision just what I've gone through
Yeah
MC Sergeant Cartwright
B. Rock
Nightmare Entertainment
Underground
Peace out
Ay yo, Faith
I love you girl
Dad, fuck you!

(Beat ends)

(MC Sergeant Cartwright)
Ay yo
I hope ya'll where inspired to rap wit me
'Cuz, I'll allow anyone to just this crew
Me and B will see if you got the skill
And we'll make you the best in the Underground
Now, don't be scared
I won't bite
Thanks to everyone who listens to A Rapper's Ambition
You're cool in my book
Peace out, everyone
You'll hear some mo of me in our next Album
I'd also like to thank B. Rock for makin' a great company
And allowin' me to hang wit this cool crew