Love You Always

The way your hand interlocked perfectly with mine,
The fast pace of my heart when you were near.
The way I was nervous when you were there was your sign,
Falling for you was my biggest fear.
Your lips softly pressed against my cheek,
The churning in my stomach when you did softly feel.
Making my mind race and my knees go weak,
Knowing that you are here and real.
When you placed your tongue in my mouth and I returned you with the same,
Your hands wandering made me blush.
Now it is lame,
To think of you as just a crush.
When you unbuttoned my blouse and took it off,
I repeated your act and knew this was meant to be.
I was afraid to move; to even cough,
When my naked body was in plain sight for you to see.
When your naked body was pressed against mine and you told me how strong your love is,
Made my heart beat at an irregular pace.
Smiling because I'll always be called his,
Yours; thinking not just because I stayed at your place.
You took everything steady and slow,
Never pushing; always concerned and full of care.
I pushed you away with a woah,
Your stopped and everything was fair.
I wasn't ready and you thrusted in,
As I screamed "stop" and "no."
You had a chance to stop this sin,
But you just continued to go.
I wasn't ready for this,
You knew that and always will.
It may have started with a single kiss,
But my heart with hatred toward you will continue to fill.
You lied to everyone about it,
Bragging cause you got laid.
But your words won't fit,
Once I tell everyone about the horrid story that won't fade.
I thought your love was true,
Is that why you couldn't stop to someone screaming "NO!"
To me; the subject of love will always be blue,
Even worse because my love became my foe.
I hope you can't sleep,
Knowing this will always haunt you.
Your lies are going to dig you deep,
Just suck it up and be true...
It's not like someone raped you.