Cut After Cut

I`m lost inside my own mind
I could scream myself to sleep
listening to these old records and watching the truth slowly unwind.
I turned out to be someone I hate
I promised myself I wouldn`t
But I feel like the ultimate cliche
I try and explain how I`m feeling inside
But I`m at a loss and my words are beging to collide
I`m trapped in the hell I`ve created for myself
Yes, I want out and Yes, I want help
But The attention I  recieve just isn`t enough
I`m still not satisfied with burn after burn
and cut after cut.