Childish mind

..Childish Mind

Lonely day, clouded sky
feeling empty, and without a purpose
Hating, as someone else is ignorant
I seek justice - stupidity
who am I to judge?


Trying to caress my soul
- trying to believe that I am different
so easy to believe in naive things
fore in addition
I will never be corrected in the mistake
I will just be left alone


Wandering prominent figures
No eyes, no souls
No deeper analysis
will conclude beauty
nor am I interested
fore they do not deserve my concern


Shut in a bubble
outside it looks like I'm arrogant
inside it feels like I'm hiding
covering the pain
trying not to look afraid
although I'm shaking with fear
of this thoughtless world
and its careless "humanity"


I am not meant to be left alone
as time and horror passes me by
inside, - I have the mind of a child
affected by the slightest
feeling everything deep in the bone
But it doesn't matter
cause' the world doesn't seem to change
for an innocent sad soul




Thoughtless. February 2007.