My own mistake

It all led up to this moment,
now the tears won't stop coming.
Lonely girl,
crying in the window sill.
Looking out into the sunny world.
Found a new way to become sick with pain.
I can't understand why.

A golden moment,
intoxicating silence.
Feelings that never will be felt.
Promised herself she wouldn't,
but she made a promise she couldn't...
just couldn't keep.

Now she's alone.
Pain burrowed too deep.
Alone, the way it's gonna stay...
Always.