The girl that is me

This Confidence I exude
Is nothing more than a facade
Meant to lighten the mood

The girl that you admire
Is nothing more than a figment of my imagination
Of which eventually you will tire

For I am Boring
For I am messy and loud
But This girl is something else

She is pretty in an astonishing way
Where as my moods are like night and day
She never cries buts knows all the right things to say
Where as my emotions are all on display

The truth is she is perfect in every way
However she is just a cliche
I am the one that is real
My faults are what i choose to conceal

But they are what make me
So this is my plea
Please choose to love me
For i am much better then she will ever be
Because i let my faults make me
Instead of letting them break me