Tell Me What

I think I was in song mode when I wrote this.Seems depressing, but true to my feelings.atm

This time, I'll be, the one, to breath
I wanna feel alive, I wanna see you cry
tell me what to hear, suffer through your fear

Tell me what
Tell me what
Tell me what you  hear

Tell me what
Tell me what
Tell me what you fear

I never needed this, I never needed you
I thought I was ok, I thought it wasn't true
Came into this world, a bastard child
And I'll go out,  with one last try

Shame of letting go, shame of giving in
Another empty thought, another bath of sin
A shell of me, A strand of light
Let it in, free my sight

Tell me what
Tell me what
Tell me what to say

Tell me what
Tell me what
Make it go away

This is me, that was you
One last time, Then I'm through
I tried my best, that wasn't good
You tried your least, well fuck your mood

Always there, never  here
Love me now, was that true
You gave up, spiraled down
Saw me cry, then I drown

Tell me what
Tell me what
Tell me what to feel

Tell me what
Tell me what
Tell me what  is real

Tell me what
Tell me what
Tell me what it was

Tell me what
Tell me what
Tell me what