I STAND ALONE!

How come I feel so empty?
So alone and worthless
The tears they are shed
And smiles worn and torn
The mask that lays over worn
A life that seems so broken
How come I feel like this?
Like a drop of water into the sea
Undistinguished and plain
Worthless as worthless can be
Days are dark and cold
Nights are bare and empty
And alone I stand crying
Un noticed I console myself
There are people around me
Those who try to reach out
And then again Iam used more
To those who pretend Iam invisible
To me they are all the same
They will never get any closer
For Iam afraid they will leave me
Just as quickly as they came
I have been so badly broken
That Iam afraid to explore my wounds
My heart has been so shattered
That Iam afraid to give it to anyone
So for now I stand-alone
And save myself from everything