something missing

theres something missing
I know exactly what it is
but I cant do anything about it
you can consider it lost
or even gone away
that moment in time has passed
and it will never come again

I will always remember the way it was
the feelings
the laughs
the stupid things we would say

a spot grows on my heart
an empty spot
one that wont be filled by any other
it is for you
and will remain there for years to come

it felt right
like nothing could get better
tears fall from my eyes
bringing that thought back to vivid memorry
I try not to let them fall
I will let no tears fall for you
only few have earned my tears

day by day I live on
acting as though I dont care anymore
but its all a lie
I hide my feelings through a smile
a story, random thoughts, certain interests

you are what I feel im missing
my completeness
to make me a whole again