A Crying Heart

I will always have the biggest smile and can laugh all day long.
But if you look deep down inside you would see my heart sings a tearful song.
It hurts and aches, it feels like I'm dying.
Because instead of my eyes my heart is crying.
Maybe I need a hug or proffessional help.
But all I really want is to be by myself.
I wish I could stop it, I just don't know what to do.
Hopefully all this heartache and pain will soon be through.