Sleeping {go back to sleep} *Edit*

To even begin to define what I know is so much further then hopeless

My thoughts are only called madness
Actions are nothing more then Pointless

This mindset is three times nil
I can not hold my self still
I can not control anything around me
I do not even remember what it is to be free

I can not avert my eyes
From all of these lies
There is nothing left to do
I can not help but hate you

Your words are ever killing me
These sick deceptions will not let me be

To rant is all we have
To die is all we are
To live is all we wont
To lie is all we do

This life is a prelude