Finding my purpose

I'm on a journey
In search of Janese
In search of who I am
In search of self-love
Self-wealth
Inner peace
Trying to realize I wasn't born
To make everyone else happy
That I was brought in this world alone
Trying to dig deep within myself
Going past the
Abused childhood
Abuse adult
The self-abuse
Trying to find that person that
God created July 24th, 1981
WhoJesus loved so much
He shed his blood for
I'm on a journey alone
With baggage on my fragile shoulders
With a tongue sharp
Like a razor
And a pocket full of issues