What Is This Day?

And you do not choose to hurt,
To cause me pain or harm,
But nevertheless, this ache,
Is outdoing your charm.

I can't take it when I don't hear from you,
For days on end,
Especially when I need you,
For help on how to mend.

You whispered God's Will to me,
And said you would be there,
But so far it seems as if I don't matter,
It seems as if you don't care.

But I know deep in my gut,
That you mean nothing wrong,
But that still doesn't mean it's easy,
When the days drag and the lonely nights grow long.

I know you don't mean to hurt me,
I know it isn't your intention.
But all you must do to help this,
Is give our relationship some attention.

I'm not asking much,
Almost nothing at all.
I just need to know, I must know,
If this is the beginning of our fall.

Because the path so far,
Has been clouded and blind,
Leaving my heart shot,
And my emotions in a bind.

I am losing myself in these thoughts,
These lonely, nostalgic thoughts of you,
And it makes me wish you would revert to what was,
To what you used to do.

Do you even remember,
When you used to miss me?
Do you remember when it was I,
That you longed to see?