In My Mind

i hate your mannerism,
but you are my agonism.
it's so weird- i don't even know why i'm doing this.
after seeing you i would just sit and reminisce.
i know you're mocking me,
they said i should leave it and let things be.
but i can't.
your seed in my mind became a plant.
i don't know how long i can last.
this high dyke- i've gotta surpass.
i did everything i could to...
well, talk to you.
yet looking at you doesn't turn me blue.
i'm trying to imagine what you're going through.
seeing you around puts a smile on my face.
your sight- my memory embraces.
i know i'm not being naive,
because i'm doing something i believe..
i'm living my life as the days so by,
with you- always in my mind.