Grandma"s Letter III

              Hey G,
      What's going down? I sure do mis you granny.Sometimes I pray that you were here with us. I have to stop and think what this world has come to and ,it's better your not. I think about all us and the way some have turned out and wonder if you were here would it be different.
      I know your looking down on us and saying to yourself what happenend.To know we were raised better.Showing that we were not. It hurts to see my family membrs like they are ,but I also know that that's the way it is.It takes me back to that saying , what you can't change leave it be, change what you can and know the difference between.the two.
      I'ts hard tho.I sit and think about those days when you were here and miss those moments, and you were right you never  miss something till it's gone.Our family reunion is coming next month. I know you''ll be there .I can't wait. we will have alot to talk about after that.
      I didn't get to commerate memorial day.So I thought I could let you know you are very much missed ,by writing you this note. Mom called last week freakin out.I had to calm her down..Sometimes she just let's stuff get to her.I have to remind her who she is and where she come from.
      and out of all the people Mika,who just turned 50 and no you still can't tell.She still thinks she can have everthing she see;s yes boyfriend's included..She said Pierce stopped by for Mother's Day ,he's been hiding out no.one;s had seen him in awhile,I think cause nobody like's his wife and you know why, No still haven't seen or heard from Ty,I heard threw the grapevine he's added to his already 7.so he doing something.Me.I'm good  need to stop worring bout everyone else. take care of me.But,you know how that goes.
      Jeary.well his found out that he has sickle cell, Had his hip operated on. Now thay say it's cracked and it might have to be replaced ,He's working with it tho. Sha,she finally found her a job,let's hope she keeps it. She seems to be doing ok.I haven't ben over there in a while .I may have to go see her and the kids I do miss them.Lonnith.I'll let you have that one..see were dong good. I just wanted to update you on us so when I get back with you I can tell you about the other's at the reunion.
        Granma I love you, Miss you more than I showed.
          If not for love like yours I couldn't have growed.
        I take this time to thank you.Because to me ,You still know .
          That with the days that pass and the older I get.
        Your love to me I will never forget.
      So you take my smile and remember
        this your in my heart ,apart of my soul,I give you this kiss.
                  So shall we go.
P.s I know not poetry. that's a laugh for ya.


                    Love Always..