Orphaned at 9, I wrote this at 16 to explain my feelings regarding living in an orphanage. |
Snow Globe I feel like the snowman captured inside a glass dome. I look outside and the freshly fallen snow, but when I reach out to touch it my hand strikes the barred window reminding me of my captivity. I can see the long arms of the trees stretching out to catch the playful virgin flakes which dance and spin in the frosty winter wind; the once cold bleak earth now adorned in layers of sparkling snow. All my senses scream winter has arrived yet, locked behind countless doors my life has been put on hold. I celebrate no seasons; count no days. For me, time has no meaning – weeks and months run together like paints creating a hodgepodge history for which I was not present. I watch from my prison window, as the world outside passes me by; stealing precious moments of my life. Thus, I am trapped in a timeless place; I am a prisoner deprived of my liberty and incarcerated by involuntary confinement. My crime is being an orphan thus, I am sentenced to this dungeon with barred windows and locked doors - for a hellish eternity where time and days have no significance. In this orphanage I have become the snowman encapsulated within a snow globe, peering at the world outside, unable to run with the mighty wind or dance with the falling snow. |