All the times I wanted you

All the times I wanted you
when I was all alone
I pretended you were holding me
when the pain
almost made me break
and I couldn't stand it anymore
I would've given anything
to have you by my side
I didn't want to
go on without you
Once you had been there
and you were
the center of my world
and then you were gone
How can I keep existing
when you were my everything?
How easily this went from
being about the past,
to this very moment
when my heart still hurts
They say
time heals all wounds
That's wrong
With all the time
that's passed it only
reminds me that
it's been that much longer
since you were here
where you should be