I Guess

      I Guess

I guess I've lost my touch,
I guess I've lost my mind,
I guess I've slipped out of shape,
I guess all this has changed.

I used to be so free,
I used to be the good one,
I used to be mommy's little angel,
I used to be the idol.
I used to do so many things,
But i gues all that has changed

Now i sit impatiently,
Waiting for her to come home.
It's only been an hour,
I think to myself.....alone.
My mind has become my home,
My soul has become my pool.
I'm unaware of who I am,
Lost somewhere between my mind and my heart.

The phone rings,
I hear her voice,
So soft and reasuring,
Like a gaurdian over my heart.
My eyes well up with tears,
I miss her so much already.
She says she has to go back now,
Her break has come to an end,
and she'll call me when she's off.
Back to the shelter of silence.
It all seems so dull,
The time passes too slowly,
And then she calls again,
I light up and she hears the smile in my voice.
She says she'll be home soon,
And she loves me with all her heart.
Click.............and then come the butterflies.

I hearher pull up,
And I rush down to see my preciouse,
And suddenly remember who I truely am,
I'm her wife and we're madly in love.
I wear her ring and smile when she's near.
My heart is hers ans hers is mine.
We'll be together for all of time.


                        I love you my baby gurl