me leaving me

kinda scary the shape im in.living in my shoes.feeling i cant trust or love.you know its not true though.you i can trust.you i can count on .you i want to know.i want to get away from me.done something just aint right.but i know you'll forgive me.i want to run away with you.i want to go away from me.where we can escape and be happy.you i know i can get close to.sitting on the edge of the bed just waiting until we leave away from me.counting down the time.counting down until im the me i want to be.wont you count with me?you i know i can love.