death doesnt stop best friends

Black coming down the walls,blood pumping out with each heart beat.I stand there seeing what i cant stop, everything seems unimportant now like everything disappeared and death is right in front of me.I run i don't even feel the pain of the rocks hiting my bare feet.I run in the house yelling at my mom about what happen.we go back to were it all took place, blood all around my best friend, she never called me ugly she never said mean things about me like all the others do.The ambulance came i watched from a descents.As white sheet went over,they came and told that she was gone it felt like a horrible movie, it didn't even feel real.How could i have been to dumb not notice her pain, i could have stop her from jumping.She was like a sister and my only true friend. I'm so so sorry, I will miss you forever, and even if i never see you again you are still my best friend forever........