not that you care

i will not pretend to hate you
i will not pretend not to care
because everybody knows
i only smile when your there

you can shrug off my emotions
you can pretend i don't exists
but i will hold on
to that very small kiss

if you go away and leave now
i'll hold on to the memories
but everyday will kill me
like fire kills white lilies

because i care more then you know
and every word i hang on
incompleate is not a feeling i enjoy
but your the one i get it from

you can think your worthless
and you can think your a fool
none of us think that
theres no need to be so crule