kinda dark parable about the loss we face in life. |
There is a door in the corner of Hell. On rare occasions, the inhabitants of Hell are allowed to pass through it. On the other side is a room. And in that room is everything anyone’s heart can desire. Here are beautiful women, eager to please the men who come through. Here are handsome men looking to give attention to the women. Here is the finest wine, the most perfect music, the most pristine forests. Here are the loved ones lost, now found again. Here is power, success, wealth and all the things people crave. Most importantly of, here the inhabitants can comfort each other and find solace in another’s understanding. In this room are forged bonds that tie the souls of the lost together, for only the lost can really know each others’ suffering. In that shared pain, there is a connection that can happen no other way. In this room, the condemned may eat, drink, and taste whatever their deepest longings are. But it is still Hell, after all. So although the tortured may taste everything, they may posses nothing. The yearning of the soul to be with a lover – to offer and receive comfort – is expressed and touched here, but never fully satisfied. Since, in the end, the time in this room is limited. And the inhabitants of Hell must return to their torment. Bonds forged so deep into the soul that they change it, these bonds are snapped. The finest of wine is tasted, but never consumed. The loved, comforted for a brief instant, fall back to the worst of suffering, erasing the comfort. The reason for this room is simple. Without it, Hell has no variation. People loose sanity in the constant, eternal torment. But the loss of sanity is an escape. The relentlessness of the pain becomes almost a comfort. But it is Hell, after all. Such comforts, such escapes are not permitted. So the room gives the briefest of hopes in a place where all hope had been abandoned. The room breaks the routine. It steals the hopelessness, and replaces it with broken hope, which is far worse. It heals the soul, then rips it apart again. It takes all that it gives and more. Yet some inhabitants of Hell still seek it out. Some of the unlearned yearn for it, are taken in by its illusion. Some never learn. Others fear it. They harden themselves against it, but know that they will fail. It is the step of cool ground that gives a moment’s release while walking across the hot coals. And in that moment’s release, it causes the coals to sear that much deeper. The room is known by many different names. On the door, there is a small sign giving the correct name of the room. It reads: “earth”. |