18 eighteen

Confusion eats away at me,
Chewing at my brain.
What once was normal
Is now all but sane!
Inside my heart
Inside my mind
Is the answer
I'm longing to find.
My lungs scream for air,
My heart screams at my brain,
Who'd have known?
18 years old and completely insane!
My mind hurts
My heart aches
18 years old
I make so many mistakes.
Arguements that surprise,
Hate that won't subside,
And strong feelings of confusion
I pray that I can hide.
Losing all my thoughts
That once made sense
Thinking of things
That make me tense.
On a search for happiness
That I cannot seem to find.
Even though all along
The truth is hidden in my mind.