lifes confusion

After being so clear minded in the area of boys, love and relationships it was only a matter of time that those surpressed feeling would come out. But they did it at the most innapropriate time for her. The guy was her friend or so she thought. He thought he was making his intentions clear after breaking up with his girlfriend for three years. During class they would talk and he would say things that would go completely over her head or she'd just laughed off, thinking to herself "why would this senioir boy that has a gorgeous girl be intereested in her.
The end of the school year rolled around and as it neared time for the seniors to leave the the girl began to feel anxious about the fact that he would be leaving soon. They promised to get togeather and hang. Around that same time the girl heard rumors that the senior boy and his ex girl got back togeather. The imminsity of how much that hurt her scared her, for she was a practical girl and never allowed her feelings to ruke her. Little did she know that this was the first in a long line of new emotions to come to the surface and completely shake her unemotionally safe world.

to be continued