Acidic feelings

Acidic feelings coming through my head.

Ones of false things i lead.

The hatred i always fed.

Now im sick of it all.

I need to stand tall.

But everytime i fall.

Back to the beginning.

Into the grave im decending.

Left never winning.

So ill do it all til the end.

Same result i can always depend.

So ill just pretend.

To have feelings that arent there.

Have this which isnt fair.

Convinceing myself i really care.

But in reality theres no change.

It just seems strange.

My minds only here to derange.