Thoughts, feelings, life in general about how I feel on a certian relationship. |
Forgotten Concession Another backdrop, another day Twisted memories of the past The only thing that life can portray is a little brightness and a lot of contrast. Sifting through old wounds & scars Seeing blind what I always knew, That you can still hurt me from afar Torn and tattered and thrown askew. A memory is all it was Meant to be left where it laid not brought up within my flaws... years later and make me afraid. Scared of the truth of where I'll be Of where I'd end up or give in Reality is here and this is just ME Did I really think this time, I'd win? It's not real Your voice, how it repeats In my head, so surreal The tone, so bittersweet. I'm scared you won't like me Not for who I was, But for who I am Tossed aside and thrown free Drowning in this river that I swim. I can't keep crying tears and hiding behind laughter For everything is not what it appears For it has been you that I have been after. How do you say that aloud? Without hearing the words you don't want to hear? Just bury me now in my shroud And let die my compelling fear. For I can't allow you to ever love me, I will only hurt you in the end By repeating words again in plea That once more, I can only be your friend. © 2007 Jenni Kennedy |