This One Is For You

This One Is For You

Your words used to mean
Every single thing
As time went worlds changed
You became engaged
and I learned it was a stage.
A stage that lasted too long
One I'm glad is done and gone.

I won't deny the tears
And say I never did pray
Because that would be a lie
I remember the times I cried
Wishing you were at my side
But bitterness doesn't solve it
It will never solve a thing..
Just look at that wedding ring.

The trust I used to have in you
Has been decapitated and torn in half
Since that night I was in my room alone
and hearing you with your laughs.

Since then I've felt like a joke
With anger trying to escape my throat.

We've gone our separate ways
And I tell myself there's no more pain
Just that empty space that occupies me
Where you used to say goodbye to me.

After a kiss from a good long night
Who's the one that lied?

When you see your husband
and he is lying by you in bed
Does the idea of me ever slip into your head?
Is that passion in his eyes
Where you start to feel paralyzed?

Sometimes the wondering
Makes me want to go nuts
Does he operate solely on lust?
My head feels like it's going to com bust!!!

Makes you feel worth it
Makes you proud to be his?
Do those wave of emotions kick in
When you two start to kiss?

Can he do that for you?
Is he capable of such a thing?
As if you were in a dream?

I can't go on thinking too much
or else pain will come for me

I just hope that your happy
That your smiles will never die
Thank you for the memories
Thank you and Goodbye.

Why did it happen like this??

Justin Griffin