My moment

I want to be in my moment right now
A time when I can be sad and explain how
A time when it's okay to let the tears just roll down my cheek
A time when nobody can judge me for the pain I feel but but don't seek

Why is it some people feel pain and others don't, i don't understand how some people are okay with being so cold hearted
In my moment, I can let it all out and for once I can breath, I feel emotionally retarted
Even if it's only a second in between the screams of my mental disruptions
In life there is so much confused corruption. . .

And I just feel the need to be in MY MOMENT to rid myself of lifes unbarable pain
I want to blast the radio as loud as it goes so nobody hears me scream through the rain
I'll try to resist the feeling I have, like my heart wants to die
And just be in my moment and cry.