unchained fate

I stand here
ridiculed by everyone
wondering why I don't seem to fit
in this grand masterpiece called life...

I wish to break free
free from ridicule, from doubt, from shame
but...as I spread my wings..
I find myself chained to where I am...

I stare at the sky all day
wishing to spread my wings and fly away
but as each day fades
so do my dreams...

my heart is crushed as I am living
living this lie which has been handed to me
on a silver plain I stand
but I still can't find the words to describe...

could I find a way?
to see another day
a brighter one...other than this
I want to be happy...

smiling from the bottom of my heart
as I see a great light flashing from the distance
devouring everything on this silver plain
"death...I am home" were my last words as my life faded away...