Down and Out

Lord knows I’ve tried, but nothing is working,

I feel like I haven’t been doing nothing but choking,

earlier I asked myself why am I alive,

sometimes I jus feel like its time to die,

but I’m not suicidal so I pray for help,

I pray to God to help thyself,

then I ask my father for a little guidance,

but I feel like I haven’t been getting anything but silence,

I’m just trying to make it I don’t want to struggle,

but every time I step out the door I feel like I’m in trouble,

I cry in my bed, I cry in my car,

one day I pray I do reach the stars,

but for now I guess this is my life,

I hate to say it but I feel like someone stabbed me with a knife,

but I will not stop because its time for a change,

do something different before I go insane,

the stress levels are high so I’m going crazy,

no one can help I can only save me.