A Letter to No one

front: "a letter to nobody"
back:"let me cry on your shoulder"
first fold:"Please don't hate me. Please don't mock me. Please don't use my words
against me. Please don't."
second fold:"Don't remind me of this. No. Don't ever breathe a word of this. I'm sorry
this ever happened."
third fold:"This is a letter of loneliness and confession. Never open this. I like you.
Please understand why I needed to write this."
body:"To (him),
Hi. I know I have only known you for a little while, but something has happened.
I think I have started to have feelings for you. *Feelings that cannot exist. I
know that nothing can happen. I know that we will never see each other again
once I leave. I also know that you might not even like me as a friend, let alone
have the same feeling for me. You are a good-looking, intelligent, funny, sweet
guy - one of the few in the world that truly respect women. I am not good
enough for you - you deserve so much better. I don't know what's wrong with
me - I just haven't been able to stop thinking about you. I love when you talk to
me, and I am able to gaze into your eyes.I love trying to figure out the exact
colors that are in your eyes. Each time I look up at you, I always try to hold
your gaze just a little more each time. I love your smile. I am sorry to burden
you with my hopeless feelings - I just needed to let you know how I feel. They
say that absence makes the heart grow fonder, but we both know that the last
time I look at you, will be the last time that I cross your mind. I only pray the
hopeless prayer that you might miss me a little.
I'm sorry
(me)"