I owe my confidence to a city that toughened me. |
What has a city in decline bestowed upon me? Look into my eyes. You will see it: a hardened pupil, a stony iris. Two years ago, I migrated south for an education. I learned much outside the classroom. From speaking two languages and exploring the social classes, I saw the world like I never could before: a cross section of America. The rich built citadels on the shores so we could gawk at their material excess. But I saw that drivel in my hometown, a place of nature's bounty raped to make more homes. Then I saw how locals lived: ordinary people in crumbling houses, always rebuilding after storms not just homes but their souls. No amount of money or designer clothes could fill the void I saw in so many people masquerading as happy and carefree shells. Even in class, these people strutted on wobbly legs. I knew I couldn't be them. Yet they and the poor gave me what I needed: a reason to stand and say "Enough!" I found my motivation to fight. I can't topple the rich yet I can break the cycle of apathy, obsession and excess. In my fight, I learned to speak out loud, still my wavering voice and command their attention, no easy task in this venue where Spanish masks English in many parts of town. Still, I refused to quit talking. With speaking up came promotions and a new audience. Draped in blue, I stand tall and see the rifts that split my communities. I cannot ignore them or the tenebrous patches placed to fix things that require discussion. I have this voice; I will not waste it on entertainment. Instead, I will enter the shark pool and clean the mess left behind. Who knew a crumbling city could make me stronger? To Miami, I say thank you. |