every day i wait for him to say how he feels!!! |
Its been only fifteen days that ive known this guy,but for me it seems like ages...I still remember the first day when he walked into my office and spoke to me for the first time.There was this spark in his eyes which in a moment as if told me that," I belong to you"..He spoke to me for two minutes and left but i was still in his spell.Somewhere deep down i knew he is going to come back again, and he did! Days passed and we became good friends, every night he would talk to me for hours together ,giving me all sorts of hints as to how he feels about me.Each and every minute that i would spend with him or talk to him i felt like a strange force pulling me towards him..Every morning would start with a goodmorning greeting and every night would end with a gud night wish.But in all this i was waiting for him to say something important...my heart was eager to hear something every minute of the day,but just was not able to....What was wrong , where, i failed to understand.One fine day suddenly he got stuck up with some work and did not talk to me for the entire day and dint meet me.i was shattered.What happened to me i couldnt understand, i dint want to eat i couldnt sleep all i did was cry .Tears kept flowing down my eyes.I realised that im loosing control over things..suddenly i had become so weak.Nothing in this world seemed important or held any intrest for me.I was missing him like crazy. With each passing day he seemd to move away from me...without saying what my heart wanted to listen...my ears were longing for his voice nd those words..but i just cant....feeeling so helpless...Everytime i see him i feel like holding him tight and asking him Why is he doing this to me????? Why dosent he say that he loves me?? |