Confuseled

I thought
I loved him
But I'm having
Second thoughts
I feel like
We aren't
Two halves of a whole
Anymore
I thought
He was the one
But maybe my
Prince Charming
Is somewhere else
Besides in Fairytale land
I thought
I couldn't love him
Anymore
Than I already do
But that's not what
I believe now
I think that
He's not the one
I think that
There is someone
Who may love me more
Or...
That I may love more
I don't want to believe it
But I can't help it
When these thoughts
Enter my head
I can't stop thinking
But I really want to
I thought that this
Him and I
Could last forever
I never could see
The end of that tunnel
But the light is starting
To shine through
Erasing the black
And letting the light in
Usually light is good
But the light
In this case means
The End
(And I don't think I'm ready for that yet)
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