That one special boy

How could she, how could she,
hurt me this way,
she hurt me so bad,
I don't know what to say,
my so called best friend,
to her it's a joke,
I loved her, I loved her,
like a fat kid loves cake,
like sisters we were,
for the longest time,
but then she ended all that and here is why.

She knew how I felt,
about that one special boy,
but she took him, she took him,
took my one and only joy,
I loved him, I loved him,
thought he loved me too,
my thoughts and my feelings,
were so very wrong.

The only feelings I have,
right at this very time,
are the feelings I hate,
called hatred and pain,
I know I shouldn't feel that,
becuase after all,
he is just one boy right?
there are many more,
but I don't want more,
I just want that one,
that one that I loved,
whos'e name is Shawn.