My Life as a Romantic

My life is a mess. At least what life I have is. I get up at 6:00 in the morning for school. When I'm done with class I either go to work or stay at the school and do homework. On the weekends I stay home and read or watch tv. How does this make my life a mess you may ask? Well, this really doesn't have any effect on the condition of my life but what does is my heart. My heart gets me in trouble. My heart tends to "press the pages of the book before the ink is dry" as the song goes. I see a guy I think is cute or nice and I instintly fall for him. And it isn't like poppy love or anything like that. No, head over heals, love at first site kind of thing. Then, when he doesn't seem to show any intrest in me or rejects me, my heart breaks into a million tiny peaces. It happens everytime. And just when I think I'm getting over a heart break my heart gets broken again. I try to hold back a little, not to rush my feelings but I can't help it. For example, I tried to take it slow with my last boyfriend. About three weeks into the relationship he said he loved me and I instintly lost all control over my feelings. I ended up balling my eyes out two months later because he couldn't handle a long distence realtionship even though it wasn't that long of a distence. Now there is a new guy that has the potetion for being a boyfriend and I just couldn't help myself this time. The relationship hasn't even started and I'm already heartbroken because he hasn't shown that much intrest in me. Our mutial friend says he is intrested but I haven't seen it. The life of a hopless romantic is a painful one.