First Time

We're young, we're in love,
At least that's what you say.
We only live once,
So let's not delay.

Hold me, kiss me,
Tell me this is forever.
I want this to be special,
To you it's whatever.

My heart is racing,
You unbutton my shirt.
Your lips on my neck
As you lift up my skirt.

Last minute; I can't.
It's just too soon.
You shake your head,
And I know that I'm doomed.

I say no again,
You begin to get rough,
Tear a strap, pull a zipper,
And I scream, sure enough.

A slap in the face,
Harsh words in my ear.
You're a slut, you want this,
You want to be here.

I try to fight back,
You pull out a gun,
Put it next to my head,
"Now it's time for some fun."

Clothes around ankles,
Clothes heaped on the floor,
Tears on the pillows,
"Please, baby, no more."

But now words mean nothing,
No doesn't mean no,
I'm horrified, you're almost done,
Your excitement still grows.

It's the end, it's over,
Things begin fading to black.
You got what you wanted,
But took what I'll never get back.