Confesions

I think you'll never get to read this.... most of all because you don´t want to hear anything about me anymore, but also because i don't think you'll find it interesting at all.
I've been thinking over years on what happened to us. We started a great relationship, making things nice, getting together on ideas and being partners on so many things. I think i blew it up.... i knew you wanted more from me but i was really expecting this won't happen.
I made a huge mistake when you visited me, we got a great time though the big error was not getting things clear among us, and that, what i should have done, made you get wrong expectations of our relationship.
When you came to tell me that i didn't love you as you wanted, i really didn't know what to say, i was going through a tough year and i had many problems on my life so i just let you hit the road and never tried to come along to talk things as grown ups.
I've found that all the mistakes I've made with you, didn't give me a feeling of guilt, instead, i think i have the idea things had to happen that way so i don't hurt you more than i have already.
I've been working out a way to tell you that i miss our friendship... i miss what we were, and that i feel so sorry to have things gone so bad... but i also know it was for your better sake so i don't regret you kicked me out of your life.
Why i am trying to contact you? Because i really think i needed to talk to you about this things and i am quite concerned on what has been going on with you... I know you don't want me in your life and i get it perfectly....
I am just so sorry you are not writing anymore... Milagros was a great reading....