In Two Minds

I'm in Two Minds
about what to do.
I'm in two minds
don't have a clue.

I wish I Could
make up my mind.
But I just can't
face what I might find.

You were a coward
You must admit that
it wasn't the best idea
running away like that.

Being honest it was just
the way that you did it.
At times you can really
be such a twit.

I wish you'd have been there
to see me afterwards
Angry and Hurting,
Not moving forwards.

My Self Esteem went down
quite a lot
Because of what you did
it hurt quite a lot.

You don't deserve my Forgiveness
Thats all I can say,
But I'm gonna give
you it anyway.

Just to show that
I'm the bigger person
Just because I don't
want the pain to worsen.