Forgive

I cannot have what I never had.
I can only be who I am.
If getting more means leaving this behind
And living a life of lies
You can count me out.
I will find a different route.
You can keep your doubts.
I don't really care.
These burdens I know I can bear.
Your mocks I do not hear.
I just know I can see the clear.
I will go beyond you.
I don't need you.
I know what I have to do.
And none of it requires you.
I will move on away.
Not think of you for another day.
I will live by just being me.
So don't ask for my help.
You will get the same answer you gave me.
So now you can see.
That you can't control me.
These things I will be.
I will ignore your pleas.
Because you never did any good deeds.
Because you lived your life in deciet.
Now the decieved is starting to believe.
You lost your control so give up.
I won't live a life as a grump.
But I will always help those in need.
Not because I care; because I know what it is like to be misread.
Because I know what it is like to have bled.
Because I know how hard it is to mend.
But my life with you will never blend.
That you can just write off and send.
Just remember my hand is still always lent.
Because I have the ability to forgive.