Liquor and Trees

Liquor and trees
Staring at the trees
Drinking all the liquor
Wondering if anyone sees me
Paranoia has faded after that last drink
Will I forget these thoughts?
In the morning will I remember?
These trees-that liquor
Heeling scars so quickly
Wishing it would last all eternity
Light up a cigarette
With every tear, I inhale
Once more regret steals my thoughts
Take another sip
Seek another tree
Grab another thought
Cry another tear
At night these fears take me over
I know, I wait
Maybe it will forget.