I wrote this a couple of years ago when my life was not-so-good! |
Sitting in my room wanting to cry. Sitting in my room waiting to die. You dont know what its like , bet you dont care. No my life is not normal, you cant even define that. I dont have money I cant sing dance or play, Im not the kind of girl who gets asked out by jocks. Im just a girl with issues going in to highschool. Can you help I bet you cant. can you look me in the eyes and tell me im ok? Do you think im crazy, psycho, or even insane? It's ok most people do. Sitting in my room wanting to cry. Sitting in my room waiting to die. You dont know what its like , bet you dont care. No my life is not normal, you cant even define that. I dont need your attention I don't want you to feel sorry for me, I do wnat to die but not right now, and I dont want your help. But I do want you to pay attention, to all the kids who dont have food. To all the kids who dont have a place to call home, or who have no family. Im ok I dont need you like them. Sitting in my room wanting to cry. Sitting in my room waiting to die. You dont know what its like , bet you dont care. No my life is not normal, you cant even define that. Have you listened to all the people out there, to all the people who need you more then I? Have you ever even felt like this? Have you ever hated everyone in sight? Then how do you say how I should feel? Cuz Im not you and your not even how I want to be! Sitting in my room wanting to cry. Sitting in my room waiting to die. You dont know what its like , bet you dont care. No my life is not normal, you cant even define that. |