an insight to some of my life. |
A pain that will not go away They say that pain will heal with time. I wonder if they were referring to mine. Time has not yet healed my pain And it certainly did not go away. It resides in my thoughts day after day. I am constantly watching him take what was not his. I am forever looking at his hateful grin. He is always treating me like a rag doll. No one can hear me crying, no one at all. He is always telling me to be quiet. Someone will hear you and I wish you would not fight it. My mind says to listen. My heart says to scream. I wish I could stop having this horrible dream. It haunts me in my sleep and when I am awake. My soul is breaking with all it can take. I have given and given to men with no hearts. I woke up and said you are falling apart. It did not mater if I gave freely or danced for a fee. I finally wanted men to stop taking from me. I quit being promiscuous and stopped dancing for cash. I knew I had something more than just a hot ass. I am not over that fateful night. But I finally know what he did was not right. If time heals all wounds and mends all hearts. I hope time has the patience to wait for a girl, Who wants a brand new start. |