Suicidal Prayer

Now I lay me down to sleep,
I know my soul the Lord will not keep.

If I should die I will not wake,
I know my soul the Lord will not take.

Guard me while I take my journey tonight,
And wake me tortured in Hell’s eternal night.

After these pills my eyes will finally close,
Finish off this bottle for my overdose.

You can try and pray to save my soul,
But God won’t save those with death as a goal.

Hell is where I will lay to rest,
They will all know I was depressed.

Darkness will be my only light,
I’m sorry but I just couldn’t keep up the fight.

I’ll rest somewhere deep where it’s always cold,
Don’t ever say you weren’t told.

It’s time to put an end to all the shit,
All I need is one more slit.

Memories come in black and white,
Telling me my decision is right.

No more day, no more pretend, no more sun,
I can’t keep faking this, I’m done.

Satan, take me with the chains you use to hold me,
All I want is to finally be free.

Free from pain, free from loss, free from hate,
I need it all to end, so now I lay in wait.