trying to get over

i been trying to get over this wall seems like most of my life.  i take it inch by inch with every little success. i just don't understand sometimes how it keeps turning into a mess. now i'm nocked back down looking up again, at that wall trying to get over it again. now i sit and stradegize my next move.  got to give it more thought.  got to find another way.  but how many ways are there just to go straight up.  there's gotta be something i'm not doing right.  there's got to be a solution to this thing.  success is waiting on me. i see it waving at me from the top of that wall. asking me how bad do i want it. wow it seems as though that wall is getting taller.  maybe it's just all in my mind. could it just be my faith is getting smaller. that's it! hold on to my faith and feed it everyday. see that wall coming down. then i won't have to climb over it, i can just walk right through it.