Longing For You

The worst pain in the world is my longing for you
I long for your touch
And the next time you call my name
I really want to be with you
But I know u don't feel the way I do
I long for everything we could have had
And I feel so bad
Cuz I know its my fault we have nothing
We lost it all cause of me
I needed you to be there
But you would just stare
I miss every thing we use to be
The bad things too
I just miss you
And want you back
But I know this could never happen
Cuz know she is here
You have replaced me in your heart
And I knew you would from the start
But I really wanted you to be there
And I even miss your agonizing glare
That I hated and I wouldn't dare
Look at you when you had it
Cause it made me melt
And I hatd the way I felt
But now since I lost it all
I would do anything to have it back
And that is a honest fact
I miss you and every thing that follows
But I wont push you to come back
So I leave you with this
I will keep wishin
And you can keep kissing her good night
But if I could I would put up a fight
So have a good life
And remember there is enough stars for me and you both
But if you ever wanted me back you wouldn't even need hope