I Go Wrong

When we started
This relationship was great
I honestly thought
That you were a saint
But somewhere in the midst
Of our summer vacation
We both changed
I matured
And you got problems

Mid August
We got back together
First time, in a long time

Upon a grassy plane
We stared at the stars
We had some fun
Before i realized
My phone rang
Our time was done

The fat lady sang
But I didn't realize it
Until now

The next day
Out of the grey sky
Came some bad news
Completely out of the blue
You were confessing to me
'bout a quarter to three
That since we took the break
She's been seeing demons
From the furthest reaches of hell
The demons were telling her
To kill loved ones
They were hurting herself
From the inside-out
She got tired of it
And would rather cause
The pain herself
With a knife
She broke her skin
She was disgracing her body
Isn't that a sin

Its been weeks more
And she's been cutting every day
How can she stand the pain
Talking to me about
How she does it
And why

I want to get her proper help
From a hospital
But she refuses
I want to call the police
Because I care
As she needs much more attention
Then I can legally give
But she threatens us
As she'll cause a diffusion
Of our relationship
In which is hanging on
By a thread
But thread of all kinds, break
I think its time to sever us
Even if forever
I love you
Which is why
I must let you go

Our relationship
Has been a bird
Out of the shell
It isn't ready
But with nourishment
It grows stronger
Until one day
Its tested, to see if it can survive
Taking flight
Thrives for a while
But a bigger bird
Snatches it out of the sky
This is where we are
Will we escape?
Or be ripped to shreds?

"God,
I need guidance
In its roughest form
I need someone to tell me
Exactly what to do
As I have no clue
For me, this is new
And this is tricky
As dire consequences
May result If somewhere
I go wrong"