She Came Back

"If you love someone
You can let them go
If they come back to you
They are yours, forever"

And she's come back to me
I let her go
More than a year ago
For reasons of drugs
And that I turned 18

She called me
So we talked
She was bored
So we hung out
She wanted to walk around
So I brought her to our spots
She was cold
So I hugged her
She was my strongest love
So I love her still

And through all of this
There was repeated admittence of love
Me not wanting to go to the army
You don't want to get attached
Just in case, I'm lost forever

This time,
Wasn't like the last time
It was just the two of us
It was dark and cold that night
But tension was high
We were able to heat things up

Was this the end of a new begining
Or the begining of something never ending
I hope the second one
But am ready for the first

I still love you
You told me you still loved me
We should really start going together
So if I do die
I can die knowing, I am loved