Lonely And Broken

I'm lonely and broken.
I'm seen but unspoken,
my life has been torn apart
like a bridge being broken.
I long for the love that I have never had,
I long for the love that could have chased out the bad.
I'm a lonely child that's been hurt for so long.
I'm a lonely child that's been dying all along,
my heart gets weaker,
my soul starts to die,
the vision I have goes out of my eye.
I long for a better beginning.
I long for a new life for the better part of my being.
I ask God to help me,
to send me a sign,
and hopefully one day he'll send the brother of mine.
I've been in this life for over eighteen years.
I've seen many things,
but haven't had tears.
It wouldn't seem I have no feelings,
no thoughts of remorse,
for all the times I've treated people so bad,
and I didn't get better.
I only got worse.
So hopefully my life gets better and many things change,
I really don't know if my life will ever change for the better.